Just a happy post

I finally met Jayceed Deyro. He's actually the cousin of the guy I was talking about - my beautiful ghost. Cyd was really nice. I once mentioned to him that I liked the milky seafood noodles his cousin gave me but I can't find it anywhere here in the Philippines. So he promised to give me some of his Aunt's padala. He din't just give me one, not two.. but seven milky noodles!!

Thank you munggo! :p

And oh, I tripped in front of him. Haha! My latest witness. LOL And to make things worse, I fell flat on the ground after he left! For .3 seconds, I thought I was dreaming. I was so ashamed! I even sat on my wounded toe!! Huhu.. all because I'm a big 'ol klutz!

Full Moon

By the way, have you seen the moon last night? They said the moon could only be seen like that twice a year. It was beautiful!

Confessions of a Shopaholic

This year, I swore not to be so magastos anymore. But I really dunno why can't I resist to shop.

Damn.. Everytime I see a nice pair of stilletos or a cute TOPSHOP blouse, my heart just melts. It's like a freakin' kryptonite. That's why I'm always broke. :( Wala akong naiipon!

And I even promised to open a bank account so I could seriously save up money this time.

Wahh~ but my mind can't get off from that wicked animal printed skirt I saw awhile ago. Gusto ko talaga siya!

Sorry ah! Crush ko lang talaga yung skirt na yun. I just have to share it with you guys.

New Year, New Crush!

Anyway, speaking of crushes.. I think I'm developing a crush on that Carlo. I mean.. lately I've been thinking about him a lot. And when we talked this afternoon, I was always smiling and laughing. Haha! Crazy.. but I kinda missed this feeling.

Clumsy 'cause...

..I'm Misha! haha.. Hindi talaga natatapos ang araw ng hindi ako nahuhulog, nadadapa o nadudulas! Haha.. My brother would always tease me about it. He'd tell me, "Oh.. naka-boundary ka na!" 'cause he's sure I'd trip or fall.

My high school friend Alyson could also testify to that! LOL She once told me, "Grabe.. kahit ang sosyal mo tignan, clumsy ka pa din!". And she can't stop laughing when I accidentally hurt my foot while walking. My Toe nail really hurts and I really wanted to cry. But I really can't help but laugh at my own stupidity! Haha..

The left one is killing me!!

Anyway, we checked in at the SOGO Hotel in Quezon Avenue. We kinda looked liked retards 'cause we don't even know how to rent a room. Haha! We kept looking around, played with the lights and surfed all the channels. It was so hilarious! Well we've never been to love hotels yet..like ever! So we were laughing the whole time. We had so much fun! ;p

what the heck?!

My Oh-nine, so far...

Well my classes resumed last Monday. So that means I'm back to that horror place again- school. I really don't wanna see it again. Something about it traumatizes me. Just the thought of going back there stresses me out.

Speaking of school, someone wants to visit me there. LOL Well I just met this guy who literally popped into my life. Well I've actually seen him before, but it never crossed my mind that he'll actually introduce himself to me. He's an awsome model and in my mind I know he's out of my league. But he said he's interested in knowing me. Its all kinda weird though, 'cause it happened after I decided to meet up with my first love. I'm really confused. And earlier today, I just suddenly went to his house, but he was not there. I really don't know what to do now. And this new guy called me up asking if we could hangout this Saturday. Waahh~ I'm really going crazy now.

Anyway, I'm still thinking if I should go.. with my toe hurt and all, I don't think its the right time yet. But whatever.. let's just see how it goes.

MY 2009 Resolutions:

- Stop being lazy, wake up early and be on time!

- Stop being nice to everyone and learn to say NO.

- Workout in the gym more often.

- Save up!

- Learn to appreciate myself more.

- Be more appreciative to the people and things that I have.

- Learn to love again!

Well.. they said I could still make my resolutions for this year, so there! :)

A Beautiful Ghost

Two nights ago, I went home to our house in Bulacan. The house looks so different now. It doesn't feel the same way anymore. Even the smell. It's not how it used to. But I still missed it. I left a lot of important things there and I just realized how suddenly I transferred to Quezon City. The clothes, the bags, the shoes, everything. I suddenly forgot about them. Like I was kidnapped or something then went home one day and see all the stuffs I left. Most of them are either worn out or broken. Sayang talaga! But I really had fun reading my past diaries! Haha.. I can't stop laughing at the things I wrote.. funny me!

Anyway, I was up until past 4 am. But I was already on my bed by 2. I was haunted again. I have this dream where it keeps playing back over and over in my mind. Like it's stuck or something. A dream about me and that someone I was talking about. He went away seven months ago. But we haven't seen each other since then. So I kept thinking how are we gonna look like when we meet for the first time again. What would I say? What will I be wearing? I keep dreaming of it.

But unexpectedly, my dream came true afternoon yesterday. I really thought I saw a ghost. I can't believe it. My heart pounded like crazy and I stood there frozen.

The guy whom I fell in love with for the first time was standing in the same room where I am and I miss him so much.

In my dream, I ran towards him and hugged him. But at that moment, I wasn't able to do that. I barely even smiled at him. I just went blank.

But I realized, he was too. We were aware of each other's presence. It was really awkward. We were sort of evading each other. But he did say hi to me. I wanted to talk to him some more but I guess it was best that we won't. I mean, a part of me wants to go back to him but the other half is telling me not to.

This time, I want my head to rule. I really messed up the last time I let my heart decide.

Tomorrow.. is not just a new day, but a whole new year. And I guess, I hafta be stronger now. I need to grow more. But I'm really glad I got to see him again. And I hope that the next time we see each other, things between us will get better. Well not really that kind of 'better', better.. but an okay relationship. I dunno.. um.. New year, new start diba? :)

So I made a list of the things that happened to me this 2008:

- Last summer, I had my OJT in Makati. I worked in a small events company where I met tons of people. Some were good, some were okay, some were mean and ugly. But most importanly, I met someone who meant a lot to me. I experienced lots of new things that really changed my life. My practicum taught me more than I thought I would.

With my Twinnie and Tito Roly Halagao


James' serious face

- I started to model again. My brother and I became more active this time. I also went back to acting and had a small role in a telenovela in GMA 7 (Ako si Kim Sam Soon). Though I'm starting to think I'm being typecasted as either maarteng mayaman or kikay na boba.

- I made lots of good friends in show business. They really are beautiful people, inside and out.

KSS family at Princess' despedida

playing with Jen's webcam @ the KSS set

KSS Cast party :)

- I also tried hosting. My first hosting gig was a carshow and I was really nervous. I thought I'm gonna co-host it with someone from NU 107, but the guy left early for the Eraserheads Reunion concert. So.. there, I made a mess. But they said I did okay. Haha!

- I had my first real kiss.. (and almost my first boyfriend).

- my THESIS.. which is killing me. I never thought it would be this tight. It stresses me just by even saying it.

Well overall, I could say that 2008 was the weirdest year I ever had so far. But I'm happy how it all went. Right now, I'm just wishing a great year for 2009. So stay safe people..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

What's left of my November and the days after

Here I go again, another summary post. I became super busy these past few weeks so as much as I wanted to update this blog, I can't. But I swore to myself I'll fix everything up before Christmas. I was contemplating whether to include all my previous experiences which I failed to share or just get on to what is currently happenning to me. But it would be a shame not to mention it at least here diba? So thinking of all the stuff I need to do to keep this up to date is extremlely tiresome and therefore, I lose my gusto to blog sometimes. But I really love blogging, that's why I push myself to do this. Anyway, here it goes...

November 6 (Thursday)

I finally agreed to pose for the Carfinder magazine cover. My agent was making kulit because he really wanted me to do the photoshoot. He booked me for the gig millions of time but lucky for him I ran out of excuses already. Haha! I arrived at the studio in Libis Quezon City around 11am. And it was a wrap around 5pm.

November 7 (Friday)

My mom was going hysterical. She woke me up telling that my brother is in the Security Headquarters of Gateway mall with two snatchers who attempted to steal my digital camera. My brother and I were together the night before so I slid my camera inside his bag and forgot to unpack it before he left for school. On his way there, a guy approached him and told him that he saw someone took something from his bag's pocket. Together they followed the two clueless suspects and succesfully caught them. But then when they searched the suspects, my camera was nowhere to be found. It turned out that one of them threw the camera in the bush near the huge Christmas Tree just outside the mall so they won't be found guilty. If you could only imagine what the guards did to the culprits to make them admit where they left it. So when my mom and I arrived, the snatchers were already weak from the beating. Mahn.. when I saw their wounds, I suddenly felt nauseaus. And when the guards started to gang up on them again, I really jumped out of the room. It was just too much for me.

The bad guys.. tsk tsk!

It's a riot people.. a riot!

My brother giving his statement

November 11 (Tuesday)

I watched Quantum of Solace with my good friend Ahleks Fusilero. We went karoaoke after and made funny faces at the Purikura Booth in Timezone.

Another lovely starbucks moment :)

My favorite strawberry waffles

Going karaoke in Timezone Greenbelt

November 14 (Friday)

This time I spent my day with my closest girlfriend Jessica. We watched High School Musical 3 and did some shopping for her boyfriend's nephew.

UFO catchin'.. LOL

With Lexie, goofin' around at the purikura booth

November 18 (Tuesday)

Thesis mode: went to interview Marilou Diaz Abaya in her Film School in Antipolo. I saw my friend Badji Mortiz who was studying film there. It was really nice to see him again. Though it made me miss Gokada Go! even more :(

Nananakot?! haha

November 20 - 23 (Thursday to Sunday)

Modeled for Speedlab in Manila Autosalon 2008 at SMX. We wore sexy police uniform with matching badge and baton. Haha!! It was really tiring but I love doing carshows compared to other events. Check out the rest of the photos in my multiply site.

lunch time with Concon :p

Scorchin' the scene

No uglies allowed. LOL

A candid shot

November 30 (Sunday)

Had dinner with my folks at Napoli Restaurant in Timog! I so love their pasta.. yum!

Grinning like a retard.. haha

December 18 (Thursday)

Met lots of new people at Lalola set. Just a cameo role for Marky's wake episode.

L-R: Boris, Anya, Misha and Zoey

White ladies + 4 musketeers