Beware of Manholes

I just feel so dumb right now. I really dunno what to do. A lot of things are going on in my head and I'm getting confused. I just wanna curl up on my bed and cry for a moment. I want everything to stop for a while and let my mind clear up first.

I missed my class today 'coz I went to school around 1:45 pm but I forgot that it was supposed to be 10:30 am! Aside from that, I cancelled my date with that guy I was talking about 'coz I just can't tolerate the pressure anymore. I mean.. I don't think I'm at my best right now. Like I feel ugly or something. Ugh.. I just wanna scream!

Plus, my toe's terrible. It got worse after yesterday's walk. You can see how it looks like here. I can't actually bare it here 'coz it's extremely gruesome.

Anyway, I already posted my new photos from last thursday's photoshoot. It's up in my multiply account. :) Tell me what you think guys.

Some say I look like a doll.. aww! :p

I guess this depression came from my "foot accident". So lesson learned, BE CAREFUL WITH MANHOLES! Haha.. it sounds silly though.

What's left of my November and the days after

Here I go again, another summary post. I became super busy these past few weeks so as much as I wanted to update this blog, I can't. But I swore to myself I'll fix everything up before Christmas. I was contemplating whether to include all my previous experiences which I failed to share or just get on to what is currently happenning to me. But it would be a shame not to mention it at least here diba? So thinking of all the stuff I need to do to keep this up to date is extremlely tiresome and therefore, I lose my gusto to blog sometimes. But I really love blogging, that's why I push myself to do this. Anyway, here it goes...

November 6 (Thursday)

I finally agreed to pose for the Carfinder magazine cover. My agent was making kulit because he really wanted me to do the photoshoot. He booked me for the gig millions of time but lucky for him I ran out of excuses already. Haha! I arrived at the studio in Libis Quezon City around 11am. And it was a wrap around 5pm.

November 7 (Friday)

My mom was going hysterical. She woke me up telling that my brother is in the Security Headquarters of Gateway mall with two snatchers who attempted to steal my digital camera. My brother and I were together the night before so I slid my camera inside his bag and forgot to unpack it before he left for school. On his way there, a guy approached him and told him that he saw someone took something from his bag's pocket. Together they followed the two clueless suspects and succesfully caught them. But then when they searched the suspects, my camera was nowhere to be found. It turned out that one of them threw the camera in the bush near the huge Christmas Tree just outside the mall so they won't be found guilty. If you could only imagine what the guards did to the culprits to make them admit where they left it. So when my mom and I arrived, the snatchers were already weak from the beating. Mahn.. when I saw their wounds, I suddenly felt nauseaus. And when the guards started to gang up on them again, I really jumped out of the room. It was just too much for me.

The bad guys.. tsk tsk!

It's a riot people.. a riot!

My brother giving his statement

November 11 (Tuesday)

I watched Quantum of Solace with my good friend Ahleks Fusilero. We went karoaoke after and made funny faces at the Purikura Booth in Timezone.

Another lovely starbucks moment :)

My favorite strawberry waffles

Going karaoke in Timezone Greenbelt

November 14 (Friday)

This time I spent my day with my closest girlfriend Jessica. We watched High School Musical 3 and did some shopping for her boyfriend's nephew.

UFO catchin'.. LOL

With Lexie, goofin' around at the purikura booth

November 18 (Tuesday)

Thesis mode: went to interview Marilou Diaz Abaya in her Film School in Antipolo. I saw my friend Badji Mortiz who was studying film there. It was really nice to see him again. Though it made me miss Gokada Go! even more :(

Nananakot?! haha

November 20 - 23 (Thursday to Sunday)

Modeled for Speedlab in Manila Autosalon 2008 at SMX. We wore sexy police uniform with matching badge and baton. Haha!! It was really tiring but I love doing carshows compared to other events. Check out the rest of the photos in my multiply site.

lunch time with Concon :p

Scorchin' the scene

No uglies allowed. LOL

A candid shot

November 30 (Sunday)

Had dinner with my folks at Napoli Restaurant in Timog! I so love their pasta.. yum!

Grinning like a retard.. haha

December 18 (Thursday)

Met lots of new people at Lalola set. Just a cameo role for Marky's wake episode.

L-R: Boris, Anya, Misha and Zoey

White ladies + 4 musketeers

Very exhausting week

Mahn.. I was totally drained over the past week. It didn't even leave me time to update this blog and I sincerely regret it. Now I'm left with tons of things to do and I guess today's the right time to do it. 'Coz something might suddenly come up and I won't have time again to do this.

Let's start off with:
October 20 - 21 (Monday & Tuesday)

Ku Manahan asked me if I could model for an event in Manila Hotel. His good friend Denise de Chavez badly needed models for their booth on such a short notice. Luckily I din't have anything better to do so I agreed.

(L-R) Misha, Ms. Denise, Joyce :)

Freyssinet girl

October 22 (Wednesday)

Okay, thesis time again. We met up around 11am in Jollibee Vito Cruz to check the progress we made for tour thesis. Gawd, we badly need help. Our research hasn't taken shape yet.. and I'm starting to worry about the consequences. Our defense is up on December 9. I'm waiting for a miracle to happen.

By the way, I am so excited to watch Twilight the movie. But I was also curious about the book so I decided to read it first before watching it. I'm so darn in love now with Edward Cullen! *blushes*

Hope I'll finish reading this before Nov. 21!

October 23 - 24 (Thursday & Friday)

I caught a really bad flu. I was terribly sick for two days. My body was really sore and I could barely get up from bed. I was praying that I'll feel better the day after because I already said 'yes' to my agent about the Axe gig. So I constantly watched the clock so I won't miss my medicine. I was so ill that I'd gag everytime I cough. My body was trembling and I lost my appetite. Thank God it became a little bearable by morning.

October 25 (Saturday)

First day shoot for the New Axe commercial. We wore a really short school girl outfit with plunging neckline. It was really funny because we were all conscious about our skirt. Our panties were really peeking everytime we move. But there were like 30 of us, so we kinda gave up on it. Thinking.. "The hell! they're all probably numb now from seeing a freakin' number of undies since this morning." And yeah.. "damn right were cute.. now choose your thong."

Lovin' the schoolgirl outfit!

1. Feelin' my new uniform. 2. With my idol, Ramon Bautista!

Pretty schoolgirls eh? With Chinggay.

I was pretty excited to post our pictures in my multiply account but my fever striked again late in the afternoon. So I rested early so I'll be able to work still the next day.

October 26 (Sunday)

I arrived last in "Renaissance Hotel" because I felt really bad that morning. I was probably stressed during the first day because of the running and yelling we did for the shoot. My meds din't help either. I already took 2 Biogesics before leaving the house, but I still felt like puking.

I thought I was gonna faint when I arrived at the location. Everyone thought I was plain "mataray" looking so no one really bothered to ask how I was. They probably thought I was just not in the mood to mingle that's why I wasn't talking. What they din't know was that I was actually extremely sick. I was fuming due to my fever. Gawd, I don't wanna remember the feeling.

Everybody loves chocolates!

Not feeling very well here.. Ang diin ng kapit ah! haha..

October 29 ( Wednesday)

I attended our long- awaited batch reunion party. Five years.. yes, it was that long ago since we last saw and spoke to each other. Most of them didn't change that much since high school. Although most of the boyish- typed ones bloomed into ladies. Hehe! I am really glad. They finally outgrew that awkward stage.. just like I did. If only you could see us back then - chopped off hair and chunky backpacks - we were... um.. confused. Whether to look cute or tough. Haha! But I guess we could all blame our parents for enrolling us in an exclusive school for girls. Or at least in my case, its their fault.

Tired and hungry.. with my Ototo

Oh and yeah.. if you notice, I dyed my hair. But its not the color I wanted so I hafta redo it sometime this year.